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Alright..so plain and simple this isn't going to be an easy process.

Life is hard, it has its ups and downs..and I guess today was a down kinda day.
I found out this morning I am going to have a surgery to finally fix my pain in my side.
I have endometriosis(basically) caused by an c-section. There is a .1% chance of that happening.

And it happened to me :)
Well aren't I the lucky one! Ha.

They will have to cut out the tissue that formed on my muscle wall and then they will put mesh on it to prevent a hernia(kinda gruesome).

My surgery is Sept. 9th and hopefully I will be all healed up by the ball.
Its a special night for us. A special date night :)

Speaking of Us.

Its not going to be a picture perfect romance for a long time. But one thing I can say is that it is a REAL relationship. It has had its problems, we have had a fall out, but most of all we are mature enough to admit our mistakes, work past them and move on forward.

I'll admit its a hard time. I struggle with things everyday, and Charlie too. We love each other very much, but its more then love to fix this marriage. Its going to take patience, trials and errors, love, kindness and a dash of romance to get back on track.

I am confident that when all is said and done, we will be a happier stronger couple,
with 4 little rugrats along with it. :)