Trust....

Hard hard topic...

So since Charlie and I are working things out

We have a lot to rebuild.

One of those big things is

Trust

Its a huge major thing in any relationship

Especially marriage.

And our trust

GONE

He had another girlfriend for awhile, he hid things from me, 

and told me and my family stories.

So that just blew the trust out of the water(like up to space!)

Now, I'm trying my DAMNEDEST to keep it together

and not get too upset when he doesn't call back or at all

But I will say that my mind has a tendency to wander...

I cant say that its "not fair" because he deserves it.

He is the one that blew it all up...

So he has to get used to his wife being....skeptical

when he isn't spitting out whats going on. 

Sitting here at work...just trying to keep my head together.

He will be gone for a whole month.

NOT helping :-/

The things we go through for love

Sheesh!

:)