Unleash.

OMG...I just want to scream.

I want to let that bitch know what I feel. She must be so god damned low she is below dirt. Fucking up families left and right. Not saying its all one person they make those choices too...but still...

How and why would you do that to your own family, and the person you said your vows too. Talk about broken vows. Wow.

My heart is just exploded with anger. I cant unleash anymore on him then I already have. I dont want to sound like a broken record, if he doesnt know how I feel by now...damn.

So in my conclusion of this disaster Im putting my head back to where it was before we decided to "work out" I let my mind and heart wander back to him and now its snapped back. School bound from now on. He needs to do what he needs to do and so do I. If things dont work, I need to have a back up.

He fucked up, he threw it all away...well Im not throwing away what I have worked so hard for. Im taking a step back from him and focusing on me and the boys. Our lives have been altered enough.

I love him...I cant deny that I do...but right now


I hate him.